“Don't waste your time, Jonny. You should know there's a dimension no one can reach. As she
can't speak, it's unlikely we'll ever know what blocks her progress.”
“Nevertheless,” said Jonny, ever persistent.
“Save yourself the frustration. I've informed my friend, Dr. Abinash Mukerjee, who's in charge of the Calcutta Mental
Hospital, you'll be round to see him
shortly. All I need do is lift the telephone receiver.”
“Thanks, Trevor, but I may be the one person
who can help Mrs. Jacobson. I'd like to try.”
“Dr. Mukerjee is desperate for help.” I
persisted.
Jonny grinned at me.
I shrugged in irritation and blurted: “Very well. Go ahead. I certainly don't mind.” I wagged a boorish finger in his face. “Don't say I
didn't warn you.”
“One small thing, Trevor.” He rose to leave. “Don't let Estelle know about this, please.”
“Why?” I asked.
He smiled enigmatically. “Oh, as you wish!” My exasperation was evident.
He turned at the door.
“Trevor...”
I raised a frowning face. He flashed a broad beam. “Thanks!”
I had to smile back.
“Get out!” I said. “And the best of British luck!”
Jonny was adamant none but Mrs. Jacobson's nurse be
permitted in her room. He requested I too, observe this rule. I insisted the nurse report her progress, if any, to me.
“Damn it all!” I expostulated. “She's my patient!”
Four days later, fluttering excitedly, the nurse reported: “She turned and looked at me! Oh,
Doctor, she actually turned her head!”
Progress was rapid.
She moved her fingers three days later. Hand movements followed. Shortly thereafter, the nurse found her with tear-stained cheeks; memories were returning. I was at a loss to understand. “You've
done wonders,” I told Jonny over the dinner table. “What are you
using on her?”
“Sodium Pentothal.”
“But that's been tried before,” I protested.
He forked a piece of curried chicken into his mouth. I eyed him suspiciously. “What
else?”
He shrugged and produced his smile.
“When can I see her?” I pressed.
“Oh, in about a week.” He pushed his chair
back.
“What about dessert?”
“I'm meeting Estelle. We'll grab an ice-cream at Magnolias.”
And he was gone.
Exactly seven days later he ushered me into Mrs. Jacobson's
room. “Here's your doctor, Mrs. J,” he said, addressing the living
corpse. “He's taken good care of you.”
Mrs. Jacobson turned. Her eyes, bleary but comprehending, searched for
mine. Lazarus had come forth. She
extended her hand. I took it and kissed it.
“I am delighted with your progress, Mrs. Jacobson,” I cried.
“There's
no need to raise your voice, Trevor,” said Jonny. “Mrs. Jacobson
hears perfectly well. Don't you, Mrs. Jacobson?”
Lazarus nodded.
The following day, Jonny permitted Estelle to visit
her aunt. I waited outside. When
they emerged ten minutes later, Estelle was struggling to maintain her composure.
“Thank you, Jonny,” she said. “You will never know how grateful I am.”
“Prove it,” he returned. Her answer was a faint smile. “I'll call for you tonight,” he said, leading her down the corridor. “This silliness must stop. In any case, you have to
acknowledge we do have something to celebrate.”
“It's hard enough as it is, Jonny,” I heard
her say. “Don't make it any harder.”
“I'll call for you tonight.” Forceful chap, our Jonny!
As I was finishing a lonely dinner, Jonny came in looking
rather down-in-the-mouth.
“Hello, Jonny.” I looked at my watch. “What are you doing back so early?”
He sat down silent and disconsolate.
“Have you eaten anything? Bearer, bring a plate for the sahib.”
“I don't want anything,” said Jonny.
“Come now, Jonny, this isn't
like you.”
“I'm sorry, Trevor.” He pulled himself together. “I've
no business behaving like this. You deserve an explanation. The fact is, I need some advice.”
“Anything I can do, old fellow.” I sat
back to listen.
He had called for her early that evening and instructed
the driver to take them to the Strand, a quiet, romantic road along the banks of the Hooglie
River. The diamond ring he had purchased was in his
pocket. He was happy and sure of himself.
When the car was parked, he told the driver to take a walk. He turned
to Estelle. “What
say you to a honeymoon in Hong Kong?” She stared at him with a strange, hurt look.
“I had planned to get down on my knees,” he continued,
“but the conditions are a bit cramped.”
Two large tears slid down her cheeks. She kissed him chastely on the mouth, put her arms around him and drew her body close to his, laying her
head on his shoulder.
Presently she pulled
away and began to shake.
“Oh, Jonny!” she sobbed. “I can't! I can't!”
“Why can't you?” he demanded. “You love me, don't you?”
“So much, it hurts,” she confessed. “But I must refuse you.”
“Talk sense, Estelle,” he said, forcing
her to face him. “No riddles. No
games.”
At this point in his narrative, Jonny rose from the
dining table and began to pace.
Lighting a cigarette, he continued through a cloud
of smoke. “Her face was contorted; her voice barely audible. ‘I am guilty of murder,’ she said.” Jonny
turned to my shocked, incredulous face and repeated: “Yes, she did say murder!
And having said it, she sobbed with horrible intensity.” He scraped back a chair and, once again, sat down. “It was impossible to get any coherence from her. She kept repeating: ‘Murder! Murder!’ I had to slap her to bring her to some degree of control. I
called to the driver. We drove to the Nursing Home, where I gave her a sedative. I then took her home and instructed her ayah to put her to bed."