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There were times, Musket Jack Magran swore, he could hear a dog
pissing in the night, another drunk pissing in another alley, a moth touching down on a lighted globe or,
between his ears and his fingertips, humming and vibrating, the vast platelets of the Pacific Rim moving on each other their
endless rhythms. In tune with the universe was he, had been forever, and tonight was no different. He had his booze, he had
his sack for the night, he was in touch.
Pieces of a broken moon splashed on the dark blue waters of the
river and shot off the ripples of a late wake, a small craft having passed by minutes earlier against the other bank, a craft
without night lights, dark, sly, faintly noisy, like a ferret in the rushes. It had been down river, possibly out to sea.
Musket Jack Magran, groggy from sleep yet ears cocked, bones still bearing an ache in his old body, could hear the fading
engine’s hum from upstream darkness, where trees on the curved banking and a small copse of birches gave off vertical
neon, slim arrows in a quiver, catching moon traces. Skullduggery without lights,
he whispered as darkness swallowed up sound, as night crawled back to its place of keeping, the gathering of silence and darkness.
On the deck of someone’s lobster boat tied up to the T-shaped
pier at the Lobster Co-op’s landing, Musket Jack Magran had begun another night free of rent. His old canvas shelter-half,
infantry issue, its Army legend imprint long faded, not mated for thirty-odd years, edges frayed and stringy, the sheen gone
to lively abrasions, still kept the dew and late dampness off his single blanket. He knew the odd stars; on five continents
he had slept out in the night, and on islands and territories too numerous to mention.
Now and then he’d swear the water lapping at the dock or the sides of the boat was hypnotizing him, melodies
lingering in the sweep and ripple, old station or post songs mostly without words, the wide world at call and command…
China Night… Japanese Rumba… Manila Moon… The Maids of Mandalay… and, for brief catches, Lily Marlene, underneath
the lamplight by the garden gate. It was better sleeping on an odd lobster boat on the river than under the steel bridge
or up above the pier on a park bench, old ladies too nosy or too solicitous, or old men looking for company or a voice in
the darkness. Side benefits came easier on strange boats; general silence within darkness, the long and rhythmic inland reach
of the sea, time passing off its melancholy and letting him handle it on his own terms. In another five or six weeks he’d
think about hitching a ride south from a gypsy truck driver. On this night, like the others on numerous occasions, came back
the old promise he’d made to himself in too many dry and arid infantry posts that some good part of his life later on
would be spent on the water, the obverse life of a sailor, the eternal hum coming off that span about him. These lobster boat
nights were part of that promise.
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The last burp of the boat whispered to him from the
bend of the river, beyond the silvery copse. His large ears, derided by many for years, were keen for sounds and had saved
him and comrades in numberless firefights or skirmishes. For the bracing of comrades, being called “Wingsy” by
some, “Elephant Ears” by others, he readily absorbed and accepted the ability to hear the click of a rifle in
the mountain or jungle darkness, or on the wide sands of the Sahara Desert.

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Then, for a lucid moment, another piece of the moon
falling across his eyes, he heard again his father on the porch back in Vermilion, Ohio talking about Black Jack Pershing,
a perfume of cool sweet breath coming off Lake Erie, Canadian air at its best. In another moment, as if in a movie, he saw
himself caught in his tracks on a distant post at distant years as Call to the Colors
came to him, hauntingly clear and infallible. All this time the tune was still riveting, making shivers at his spine, making
dictates, driving his mind for known or unknown reaches. What post it was he could not remember, some place off in the vast
world of his adventure, but he heard the bugle as clearly as that same revered moment, and then came the command in his father’s
voice. He flirted with an argument about memory’s structure but quickly gave it up. The last ghostly purr of the faint
motor sound brought him back. Two nights earlier, just after midnight, the same boat, or one sounding just like it, and without night-lights, had crawled by his night bed, the deck of
another lobster boat.
Not only a free sleep brought him to the river, or the toss of the
sea, but also an occasional beer found in a cockpit or cooler, forgotten with a good day’s catch. Tonight he’d
found a six-pack and drank two cans, putting the empties back in place, draping the plastic loop around the cans. And a half
pack of butts with a lighter, quick treasure. Yet his mouth was sour for the find, his palate sassy.
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